“When you were young, did you ever read the very hungry caterpillar? It’s a classic. It’s about this caterpillar and he basically eats a load of stuff and then he gets in the cocoon and becomes a butterfly. And after my brother died and my parents were just .. you know. I’d get inside my duvet and I’d just read it over and over. And it made me think when I come out, I didn’t want to be different, I just wanted what was outside to be different.”